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39557
Tue Feb 5, 2008 6:25 pm
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Message
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Tue Feb 5, 2008 6:25 pm
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Without hearing Ozay speak about that which is possible; about that which is, and
where I had to go to experience, I did not know how to be happy, how to stop
the suffering I felt. I did not know where to go for help, to ask questions
like; who am I, never even heard that question asked by any one
until I met Ozay.
Before I became able to know the answer to that question; who am I, to become, experience, I needed to hear, be shown, given pointers. The I, needed to be disturbed, could not be other then to be disturbed. I was disturbed which made that I was ready to start the search which hopefully would end the suffering I felt, Illusion or not, for me the suffering was a reality within the mind in which I was, which I thought I was. |
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for me the suffering was a reality within the mind
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I did not even know that you could have a good look inside yourself. I was not even
aware that there was another choice than to look for fulfilment outside of
myself. I did not know that asking myself questions would lead me to answers,
answers coming from within, which would lead me to freedom of the illusion
in which I was. I did not know I was in an illusion. I did not know I was an
illusion. I was as the fish not knowing it is in the water, or does it know?
I had turned 40 years of age; without realizing that there was another way of living, of being. I did go inside. I did ask questions. I did look at the pointers. I did observe Ozay to find the answers why he felt so different then any one I had met until than. Suffering has stopped. I know who the I was. I know who the I is. I have come to realize self. I am what they call self realized. Experience; Ok very nice, I am, I am now mind realized, self realized, well so what? What to do next? |
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What to do, when you experience that all is an illusion? What to do when you know? Sit
back and just let it all pass by? Yes, it is a choice and many may make that
choice. Literature may tell you that there is no longer doing after you have
reached. True, enlightenment is stillness, all seeing, non-movement,
non-desire, blablabla. Seen it, are it the moment I stop functioning through
an I. With enlightenment something else is, something does not exists, is
not experienced within illusion is compassion. That something is called
Compassion.
For me the only choice is to spread, share, that which set me free to those who are still in the illusion you speak of. I do not see anything else than to point, point, point, point, just as Ozay did for me, and many other people. No matter if people want the pointing or not. I do not point because I know. The pointing is done from truth, from seeing. Nothing to do with the I in which I live life. I do not point because I know better, not because I feel better then them, not because whatever. It is not about the I, it is not about Ozay. It just is the only thing left to do. There is no reward, there is nothing to gain. If anything negative energy, strong reaction played upon the person they think I am, is what is send back from most pointing words. That is all ok, all part of the game. As long as there is no I to identify with Ahiranta will be ok. |
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After seeing the illusion, the choices are;
1. To stay in, be, total silence and let others get on with it. What do I care. O I forgot there is no longer an I. They will arrive eventually sooner or later. O I forgot there is not longer a they. 2.Or to point. Each pointing will disturb some ego, some intellect, just as Ozay did within the I I thought I was. No matter how you pack the pointing in, what flavour you give it, it will receive reactions. Reactions are great, positive, negative does not matter. The reactions will come from the intellect thinking it knows. Those who have experienced, are truth, will recognize what the words here are trying to point out. Bickering and Boasting only comes into wording within a judging mind so yes you are right. Words are words. They can be seen as pointers, or as bickering and boasting. Yes, you are correctly pointing out that it all is illusion, all not relevant etc. However, practicing that from intellect will not help those who are stuck within that intellect and have not come to experience, become truth yet. |
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| When free from illusion you can also see that dirt is very
valuable. It has power to make the eyes water, which in itself has a
cleansing effect, a painful effect, which can/will leads to awareness,
experience, truth. Upon the path of pointing dirt is of great value just as
the words you perceived of as bickering and boasting can be tools to shift
static views, old believes, illusions. It all depends on where the perceiver
stands while reading the words, while getting the pointers.
Only those who have done the work, have arrived, seers, the enlightened one, whatever we want to call it, come to experience, are truth; know, that there never was a path, that there was never any work, that there was never an arriving point to point towards. However, before illusion, lifts, and beings becomes, it is all real, it is all valuable, it are all tools, it all is. Strengthening of the ego can only be done for so long, sooner or later we will have to come to the surface and breath, experience, truth, and in that moment realization of what has taken place will be there. If not in this breath, it will be in the next. If we want it or not, if we search for it or not.
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