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Sat Aug 14, 2004 7:55 pm |
| n0by- wowowow wow- shit man you have suffered! Yeah i was anger and scared alot i kept a low profile and at first arriving at the Ranch they called me in to set up a marriage to a woman about my age in Italy- i was scared to say no but by agreeing the head bitches kind of got off my case. I went to Italy did the full trip to give Emanuela a green card to come back to the ranch and of course she contributed close to a million dollars over the 4 years she was there. i was although in constant conflicts with the controlling bitches--Veetia-(probably wrong spelling) was the super bitch under Sheila. | |
| - once called me in on the matt- to accuse me of all sort of bad behavior at other ashrams in Germany- i kept telling this witch-bitch that i wasn't a German and had never been to those ashrams- finally it pentitrated her steel skull and she told me to leave the room - never apologizing for such an abuse- oh well what to expect from robots- somehow i weathered the constant storm and was able to stay for three years- it got better when the homeless people started to arrived and i was sent out twice to be on the bus to supervise all the poor wretches people that could be rounded up - in Atlanta and Houston and to be with them coming back to the ranch. - that was enjoyable- But after that the fiasco at the ranch continue. In Portland the Guardian Angels came in to form a human chain to prevent anyone from entering or leaving the Rajneesh Hotel- a lot of anger from the cops and people gathered- Sheila had caused so much violitive feeling among the people in Oregon directed toward all red people- that it wasn't safe to walk down the streets. Later when Sheila decided that the homeless people couldn't be used to tilt the county election toward favoring us she quickly deposed of most of them- bus loads after bus loads were taken them out- some of the more fortunate ones were given complete tickets to return to their respectable home under bridges or where ever in the towns and cities that we snatched them from . The others like the buses that i went on more than once just took them down in the ghetto part of Portland in the middle of the night and dumped them off , some of them had no shoes because they were given back their rags that they had when they arrived on the ranch. It was sad, mean spirited, and very unconscious acts done to these poor victims who got lurked into coming to the Ranch for a better life.---by the way i knew East West he and i were driving the buses used around the ranch to taxi people. He was a great guy so centered- just an ordinary likable guy. |
| And Satyananada - was he the old German guy that use to write for the famous German mag.? - if he was he is the one i work with in Gorack- Garbage dept. i saw him later in Santa Barbara after the ranch closed down and he was living with some other ma's and swami's they were cleaning windows and doing pretty good at it. For myself i felf that so many of the leaders of the commune were such turds that i just wanted to distant myself from most of the sannyasins in Santa Barbara- i guess because of all the unexpressed anger i had built up in three years for instant-one time going to the clinic on my bike i spit off the side of the road |
| well when i got to the medical clinic - Puja
attacks me about the criminal act of spitting on the ranch!- no shit some
godam spy saw me spit and called the bitch Puja! Anyway i know what
you may have felt- there was too many bitches on ego-trips there. da gaff P.S. I heard that East West was just floating around in LA living out of his van and mowing lawn and happy and free-spirited, but that was about twenty- years ago- wow where does this time go? |
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