Tom's newest inner
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Thomas asked for a loan (car
credit) to make all these changes happen and easily gave away the borrowed
money, but didn't await it running out that quick ... and now he ponders
about his worldly, psychological, social, sexual, religious state of being -
and what he can do, to just be out of that bottled up mess ... He jokes about himself even (sometimes) and sends those friends to hell, that dare to doubt his mental health and the ability for a clear and critical overview at his fatale situation. The world-famous Yahoo-moderator n0by even talks to him like a cynical demon, whispering into Tom's deep subconsciousness, that: 'You want to be fucked hard by existence, you want to be beaten up and tortured by women and everybody else you love... you need that for your growth !' ... as if Tom was just a stupid, masochistic idiot, pushing himself into a situation, where only enlightenment could help him slip out ... which means: divine and/or clinical madness - or worse. The reader may decide and Tom too ... if this panic might really work out for him ... Suggestions are expected, but not taken in seriously ... cheer up for your's and Tom's entertainment ... The light may be with you all, and even with Tom ... Love |
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