Message #30662 of 30716 Thu Nov 30, 2006 10:04 pm
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Message #30662 of 30716 |
Thu Nov 30, 2006 10:04 pm
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 - from weed, bht., peyote cactus - (that use to be available here in Texas legally)--- to the mushrooms down in Mexico- high in the mountains- and a lot of LSD - |
 but that is also a dangerous road - as i nearly blew my brains out high on acid with a 44 magnum pistol- but as i was listening to Janet Joplin record of "Cry" |
 - she came through from her grave and told me not to fuck up like she did- and with shaken hands i put the gun down- |
 and that was more or less the turning point as i started to clean up my act and started eating better and fasting and eventually doing long periods of time on a raw food diet and one thing lead to another and i was turned on to a book of Osho (then he was called Bhagwan Shee Rajneesh) and then in December of '77 I traveled to Pune and took Sannyas and then traveling back to India three more time - and then moving to the commune in Oregon in '82 |
 Wow a lot of water has passed down stream since then but my connection is still just as strong with Osho if not stronger. |
 One thing i remember Osho saying about any kind of drugs was that it dulls your sensitivity over time and without using weed or what ever you become too insensitive- |
| So as for me now i am enjoying my
meditations too much to care about anything else- i mainly do the "Mirror
Meditation" that Osho talks about in the "Secret
of Secrets"
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| Also my meditation carries me into a lot of creative paintings - which is what my degree was in at the University of Texas many many years ago- but i really became productive starting last year- now at a ripe old age of 67 it has given me a huge love for life and living each moment to the fullest.
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