Message 44424 |
Message 44424 |
| okay- the truth is pressed forward. that particular night i had probably overdosed on LSD- and i had a big pistol- i had just bought- a 44 mag -long barrel---frontier model- and as i was feeling worthless and was wondering about why exist and so forth- and i was listening to one of Janis's album -she was singing the song "Cry"- perhaps that encouraged me to feel sorry for myself- so up with the pistol pointing at me head- squeezing down process was just started- Then .... Shazam!..... Shazam!!... her voice in me head said............."Don't Fuck up like i did!" and i slowly i put the gun down- then i became very very scared- so close to death perhaps it was my imagination- hell i can buy that but what ever it was it worked. and i am still alive- thirty-five years later.-even survived a headon collision on St. Pedro ave in San Antonio- drunk -i was ( that probably saved me.) ha hahaa - life is a dream when will we ever wake up.? da gaf |
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